Once upon a time there was an agricultural community called The Land of the Gerasenes. This country was on the eastern side of the Sea of Galilee and was Gentile territory so the people there had no problem with raising pigs and eating pork. There was a Gerasene man who was different from other people. As people reacted to him his differences grew worse and worse until, finally, he was ostracized from the community. They bound his hands and feet so he had limited movement. He could not live among the others so he lived in the cemetery. To the people of the community, this man, whose name was Legion, represented everything that could go wrong in everybody's life, all rolled into one person. He was their worst nightmare. He was the manifestation of all their secret shame.


He was the man everybody loved to hate. Now, the man's existence served a very important function in that community. For example, whenever somebody felt like they were going crazy, they could always compare themselves to Legion and say, “It could be worse. I could be like old Legion out there.”


Having Legion as a bad example was useful in rearing their children. They would say, “If you don't stop that, you could grow up to be like Legion.” Anytime anything went wrong, they could always blame it on Legion. Legion played a vital role in maintaining a kind of equilibrium in the community. They projected their own problems onto him so they didn't have to deal with them. Marginalizing Legion made them all feel better about themselves. They improved their own self esteem by stealing it from him.


Then, one day, something happened that completely upset this delicate balance. Jesus sailed across the Sea of Galilee, a trip of only about 5-6 miles. When his boat landed on the beach near Gerasa, this wild man broke his bonds and went rushing at Jesus. Perhaps it was the lack of an expression of fear or maybe it was a look of compassion, but Jesus stopped Legion in his tracks. According to the text, the many demons living in Legion cried out through him, “Jesus, Son of God, what do you want with us?” Jesus knew that when you can name something, you gain a kind of power over it. So, he asked, “What is your name?” The man said, “Legion.” Then the demonic voice cried out for mercy. Jesus commanded the demons to leave the man. When they did, they invaded a nearby herd of pigs. The pigs rushed headlong to the water and drowned.


The pig herders were so shocked by all this that they ran to tell all their neighbors, and the entire community ran out to see what had happened. When they arrived, imagine their surprise at seeing Legion, washed and dressed in clean clothes sitting with Jesus. Now, some have argued that they were upset about the economic calamity that had befallen them when their pigs drowned and that was the reason they asked Jesus to go away. But the gospel says they were seized by great fear. I suspect their fear was grounded in the fact that the exorcism of this man had completely upset the equilibrium of the community. They wouldn't have Legion to kick around anymore. Their own secret demons would now be exposed. The man wanted to go with Jesus. But Jesus did an interesting thing. He made the man a missionary to his own people. Why? I believe it was because Jesus was concerned that the healing work he had started among these gentiles be carried to completion. The healing of Legion was only the beginning. If the mighty power of God could heal the sickest of the sick, the craziest of the crazy, he could heal everybody in the community. Here was an opportunity for a new, healthy equilibrium to be established. 


An equilibrium based not on harboring the demonic influences in the community and projecting everyone's self-loathing onto a single outcast individual or getting self-esteem by stealing it from another. But an equilibrium based on the saving, positive effects of the power of God at work in human lives and in the life of a community of people. That was Jesus' way: he always went to the victims of society's ills. He cared for the least, the last, the lost, the most vulnerable, the outcast, the marginalized people. Their amazing testimonies to the power of God, which brought life out of death, joy out of sadness, health out of sickness, changed entire towns. And that is Jesus' way today. Today as then grace is never so amazing as when the recipient is totally surprised to receive it. When we are feeling self-righteous and smug in our relationship with God, we usually are in serious danger and we usually have someone we can point to who is, in effect, our community Legion. Maybe our Legion is that homeless person we saw living in squalor in the doorway of an abandoned downtown building yesterday. Maybe our Legion is residents of the county jail. Could our Legion be somebody closer to home? Somebody who may have made a mistake or violated some community standard and we won't let them forget about it. Somebody who is of another racial or ethnic group we can look down upon. Somebody of a different sexual orientation who makes us feel more secure in our own sexuality when we condemn them. Somebody who is an immigrant. Somebody who isn't washed and scrubbed.


Consider the opening acclamation for the baptismal liturgy: “There is one Body and one Spirit; There is one hope in God’s call to us; One Lord, one Faith, one Baptism; One God and Father of all.” Scholars believe these words from Paul’s Letter to the Galatians are from a very early baptismal creed. Stephen Patterson writes, “The creed was originally about the fact that race, class, and gender are typically used to divide the human race into us and them to the advantage of us. It aimed to declare that there is no us, no them. We are all children of God. It was about solidarity, not cultural obliteration.” Later in the liturgy are these questions: “Will you seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbor as yourself?” “Will you strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being?” And, what is our answer? “I will, with God’s help.”


Healing is not only for the marginalized, but for us as well. We need God’s help to heal us from our hatred, our discrimination, our revulsion, our prejudice, our racism, our sexism, our xenophobia, so that we can reach out and be the healing hearts and hands of Jesus Christ as extensions of his incarnate love, participants in the ongoing redemption of creation itself. Jesus’ way with our marginalized people is to accept them and heal them in ways we can't imagine and send them back into our midst to tell us that if God could do it for them, he can do it for us. This is frightening at first because it threatens the sense of equilibrium we have constructed for ourselves. It is frightening because if Jesus Christ ever got hold of our lives we'd have to change. We'd have to come face to face with our personal demons, and actually name them: fear, greed, prejudice, lust, hatred, ego, antagonism. We can't imagine life without our pet demons.


But Jesus says such a life is not only possible, it is better. He's in our midst today, the Healer. He's reaching out to the one among us who feels there is no way on earth to ever live in a right relationship with him, with other people, or with himself or herself. He speaks to those demons, calls them by name, takes power over them and says, “Come out of her, come out of him.” And, then, he sends the one he has embraced and healed to tell the rest of us how much God has done. Does it frighten you? Do you want to send him away? Go ahead and try but let me warn you; Jesus Christ won't give up on you that easily. He continues to set a feast for us. We can try to tell him not to. We can turn away from his offer. We can run, but we can't hide. He pursues us and sends people he's healed to pursue us so that we too might live the abundant life. Is it scary to you to be loved by such a love?

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Once when a certain preacher launched into a children’s sermon, she was confronted by a visiting child, an eight-year-old friend of a regular member. The boy was new to this church but was a regular attendee at another congregation that did not have children’s sermons. Nevertheless, the visitor tried his best to follow the line of the preacher’s effort to connect with the children. Attempting to hook the children with something familiar before making her point, the priest asked the children to identify what she would describe. “What is fuzzy and has a long tail?” No response. “What has big teeth and climbs in trees?” Still no response. After she asked, “What jumps around a lot and gathers nuts and hides them?” the visiting boy could stand the silence no longer. He blurted out, “Look, lady, I know the answer is supposed to be ‘Jesus,’ but it sure sounds like a squirrel to me.” Today’s Gospel reveals to us St. Thomas – who was put in a situation similar to that of the boy at the children’s sermon. Thomas was the one who had not seen the risen Jesus when he first appeared to the disciples. The others told him they had seen the Lord, but he was skeptical. He doubted. Still, Thomas must have wanted to fit in. He might have said, “Look, friends, I know the answer is supposed to be that I acknowledge that you saw Jesus, but it sure sounds like a ghost to me.” Aren't we all a little like Thomas? Thank God for that! Because, as Elton Trueblood once said, “a faith that is never questioned isn't worth having.” Thomas remained with the others until his doubts and uncertainties were transformed into a dynamic faith. Doubt is a universal human experience. We have all felt the pain, the harassment, and the threat of it. Doubt comes in different depths. The deepest form denies that we can believe anything at all. The other extreme is the mind of the dogmatic that sails along with unquestioning confidence on a sea of tranquil certitude. While there is a certain appeal in dogmatic tranquility, there is also the danger that we might overlook the possibility of error in our most familiar beliefs. As much as we might like to think of eliminating any trace of doubt in our life, the truth is that it would be undesirable, even if it were possible. When someone tells me that he has never had a moment of probing religious doubt, I find myself wondering whether that person has ever known a moment of vital religious conviction. For if one fact stands out above all others in the history of religion, it is this: the price of a great faith is a great and continuous struggle to get it, to keep it, and to share it. Faith is a fight as well as a peace. I find myself thinking of my task as a Pastor and Teacher in the way described by Paul Tillich, when he said, “Sometimes I think my mission is to bring faith to the faithless and doubt to the faithful.” Tuesday of this week is the annual remembrance of the Holocaust, Yom Hashoah. As we recall that tragic chapter in human history, we are painfully reminded of Adolf Hitler. Hitler was an atheist. We usually think of atheism as ultimate doubt. But when you think of it as a religion, you can see how helpful it would be to have a system of doubt to correct it. Hitler had no religion to cast doubts on his approach to life. But there are other problems besides Hitler's form of atheism. There is, for example, practical atheism. Practical atheists believe in God. He just doesn't have anything to do with their lives. Martin Luther once wrote, “There is the person who has never doubted that God is, but who lives as though God were not; and there is the person who doubts whether God is, or even denies that God is, but lives as though God were. In the latter, the grace of God is at work.” Look at the lives of the saints. According to holy legend, doubt appears as a temptation which increases in power with the increase of saintliness. In those who rest on their unshakable faith, pharisaism, fundamentalism, and fanaticism are the unmistakable symptoms of doubt which has been repressed. Doubt is overcome not by repression but by courage. Courage does not deny that there is doubt, but it takes the doubt into itself as an expression of its own finitude and affirms the content of an ultimate concern – a concern that impacts our lives and how we relate to the world around us and the people in it. Courage does not need the safety of unquestionable conviction. It includes the risk without which no creative life is possible. The Christian faith is stronger than our doubts. It is like the Chinese proverb, which says, “Chinese sails, though full of holes, still work.” Suppose a half dozen of us were seated around the walls of a darkened room. We are told that somewhere in the open, middle space, there is a chair. It is not just any chair; it is an antique, the creation of a noted designer, worth several thousand dollars. Which of us will find that chair? Certainly not those who sit still and philosophize about where the chair might be placed, about its existence, or about its value. No, the chair can be found only by those who have the courage to get up and risk stumbling around in the dark, using whatever powers of reason and sensation we might have until the chair is discovered. Or in our relationships with those we love. I have faith that my wife loves me. I feel her kindness, her caring, her loving touch - all these I interpret to mean that she loves me. Not every moment of our relationship has been perfectly romantic. We went to high school together and during that time I thought she hated me. I was wrong; she was just shy. But I came to see that her acts of love are such that, while I cannot claim absolute certainty now or about the future, I have a deep faith in her love for me. We cannot ever “know” or “verify” the experience of love with the same probability as sunrise or a lab experiment, but we have faith that love is real, is what we know to be the case, is the explanation which correctly interprets certain “scientific” experience. Those who are familiar with the scientific method know that the point is not to set out to prove a theory but to attempt to disprove it. Doubt is an essential element in the advancement of science, in the pursuit of truth, and in critical thinking. As far as we know, human beings are the only creatures on the planet, perhaps in the cosmos, endowed with the privilege and responsibility to exercise reason. Once a young man said to the philosopher, Blaise Pascal, “Oh that I had your creed, then I would live your life.” Pascal replied, “let me tell you something, young man. If you will live my life, it will not be many days until you have my creed.” In other words, Pascal is saying it is easier to act your way into belief than the other way around. And when we see Thomas after the resurrection, we follow the trajectory of his faith from confusion to confession. The risen Christ, at last, confronted him in the presence of the others and together they dealt with his doubt until it gave way to affirmation. He does that for us, too. In an era when many people in power have a view of Christian faith that is very narrow and contained in a very confined context, I am grateful to be in a Church that has room for doubt and is open to questions. Those who come to us with those doubts and questions receive a genuine welcome and are lovingly embraced so that we can journey and grow together in faith, hope, and love. 
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In 2017, I visited Jacob's Well. We stood in a circle and read today’s Gospel text. John tells us what happened when the women encountered Jesus. But, as I worked with the text this week, I wondered what the story might sound like if it was told by the woman, rather than a narrator. So imagine, for a moment, that she is the one telling the story. As you listen, notice the conversation is like a chess match—each question invites the conversation to deepen. I did not go to the well that day looking for God. I went because the jar was empty. You know how life is. Morning comes, the sun climbs higher than you expect, and before long the ordinary tasks are piling up: Bread to bake; Water to draw. Work that does not ask what kind of person you are—it simply asks to be done. So I took my jar and walked the familiar road to Jacob’s well. It was the middle of the day. No shade, no breeze. I preferred it that way. If you go early in the morning, everyone is there. The conversations begin before the bucket even touches the water. People talk about crops, about marriages, about children. And sometimes about other people’s lives. My life has been the subject of those conversations. So, I go at noon. Alone. But that day there was a man sitting beside the well. At first, I thought he must be a traveler resting his feet. The dust on his robe said he had come a long way. But when I looked more closely, I saw something else. He was a Judean. Now you have to understand something about that. Judeans and Samaritans do not usually share wells, cups, or conversations. We have our mountain, they have their temple, and between those two places lies a long history of arguments. So I lowered my eyes and went about my work. If I kept quiet, perhaps he would too. But then he spoke. “Give me a drink.” I looked up. Surely, I had misunderstood. “You are a Judean,” I said, “and I am a woman of Samaria. How is it that you ask me for a drink?” He did not apologize. He did not withdraw the request. Instead, he said something even more strange. “If you knew the gift of God,” he said, “and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.” Now I have drawn water from that well since I was a kid. My parents did. My grandparents did. The well is deep, and the water is good, but no one draws it without a rope and a jar. I looked at his empty hands. “Sir, you have no bucket, and the well is deep. Where do you get this living water? Are you greater than our ancestor Jacob, who gave us the well?” He did not laugh at my question. “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again. But those who drink the water I give will never thirst. The water I give will become a spring inside you, giving eternal life.” A spring inside me? That was a bold claim. And if it was true, it would change everything. “Sir, give me this water, so that I may never be thirsty or have to keep coming here to draw water.” Then he did something unexpected. He said, “Go call your husband.” Now that is the moment when most people begin telling my story as if it were only about my past. I answered him honestly. “I have no husband.” And he looked at me—not the way people in town look when they think they already know who you are. He looked at me as if he could see the whole of my life at once. “You are right,” he said. “You have had five husbands, and the one you have now is not your husband.” He said it plainly. No accusation. Just truth. This man knew my story. All of it. And yet he was still speaking to me. “Sir, I see that you are a prophet.” And if he was a prophet, then there was a question I had always wondered about: “Our ancestors worshiped on this mountain,” I said, “But you Judeans say that the place where people must worship is in Jerusalem.” I still don’t fully understand his answer. But I remember the way he said it—as if the world we thought we understood was already passing away: “The hour is coming,” he said, “when you will worship the Father neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem. The true worshipers will worship in spirit and truth.” Not here. Not there. Something larger. I thought of the promise our people had always carried. “I know that Messiah is coming,” I told him. “When he comes, he will proclaim all things to us.” And then he said it. “I am he.” Right there beside the well….in the middle of my ordinary day. In that moment the world shifted. The God our ancestors argued about on mountains and in temples was not far away at all. He was sitting beside me, asking for a drink. About that time his disciples came back from town. They looked surprised to see him talking to me, though none of them said a word. But by then I had forgotten why I came. Somewhere beside the well my jar was still sitting on the ground. Because suddenly the water I came for no longer seemed like the most important thing in the world. I ran back to town….to the same people who gossiped about me. “Come and see a man who told me everything I have ever done! Can he be the Messiah?” They came. Many believed because of my testimony. But later they said something even better. “It is no longer because of your testimony that we believe,” they told me. “Now we have heard for ourselves.” And that is how encounter works. You come to the well carrying whatever jar life has given you—your history, your reputation, the ordinary work of your days, the burdens that seem overwhelming… And Christ meets you there. He speaks your truth. He offers living water. And before you know it, the jar that once defined your life is sitting forgotten beside the well. Because the water you were looking for is no longer something you carry in your hands. It has become a spring within you. God is alive. God is among us. God is here. God is now. Come and see.
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