One of my favorite movies of all time is “Oh God.” It is not only funny and enjoyable, but it also reveals a thoughtful consideration of theology and a keen insight into modern religious life. In one of the final scenes, God, who is caricatured by George Burns, and Jerry, the assistant supermarket manager to whom God is revealed, played by John Denver, are discussing the success of their mission in the world. Nobody seemed to listen to the message God told Jerry to deliver. Jerry thinks they failed. “We blew it,” he says.


But God doesn’t see it that way. “Oh, I don’t think so,” God says. “You never know; a seed here, a seed there, something will catch hold and grow.” Jesus likens this botanical process of a seed taking root, growing, and maturing, to the Kingdom of God. The principle involved is that of trust – a trust that the process of the coming of God’s Kingdom on earth will work! This principle of trust is a hard thing for us to learn. We’re a little bit like the child who planted a seed and then dug it up every day to see how it was doing. We want to hasten the process and are frustrated by the mystery of it. We want results. We want them now and we want them big.


The whole process of sowing and reaping has the providence of God behind it. There was a time when many prominent theologians and ministers spoke of the Church’s task as that of “building the Kingdom of God.” This kind of thinking led us to believe that if we could just get everybody educated, everything would be finally fixed. On the one hand, this school of theological thought prompted major advances in the field of education.


Major universities were established, community colleges sprang up across our country, and students were challenged to gain as much formal education as possible. I’m a beneficiary of this movement. I am the first person on either side of my family to graduate from a university with a bachelor’s degree, the first to earn a master’s degree, and the first to earn a doctorate. 


But, on the other hand, we have discovered that education is not the key to the Kingdom. We have failed to build the Kingdom of God on earth. The first parable of Jesus in our Gospel lesson today is supposed to help us understand that the coming of the Kingdom is to be more a matter of growth than a construction project. Jesus sowed the first seeds. We are to continue to sow those seeds…in evangelism, in Christian formation, in works of justice and mercy…and, we are to tend to the field, cultivating it, watering it, nurturing it. But only God holds the key to its growth – the transformation of the seed into fruit.


What kind of seeds we sow determines what kind of fruit is produced. Seeds of division, deception, destruction yield bitter fruit. Jesus’ parable tells us that his followers are to spread the realm of God by planting the good seeds of God’s transforming, redemptive, unconditional love in the fertile soil of the lives of the people around us and let God take care of the process. “A seed here, a seed there, something will take hold and grow.” We are also reminded today that we must trust God. I often think we need to replace the word “faith” with the word “trust” in our vocabulary to keep from getting confused.


This morning, I am not speaking of faith as an abstract philosophical concept theologians sit around in ivory towers and ruminate about. I am not speaking of a set of doctrines or concepts or beliefs. I am speaking of faith as a verb. Faith is something you DO. Faith is trusting God enough to act on what you say you believe. Jesus used the horticultural analogy of the tiny mustard seed to illustrate the power of even a tiny amount of faith. In the realm of nature, there are many such illustrations.


It's Father’s Day so I’m reminded of my own father’s role in my faith formation. The greatest lesson I ever learned about faith I learned from him. I had accidentally pitched a ball into a valley on the roof of our house. Instead of getting ladder and climbing up to get it for me, dad picked me up to boost me onto the roof so I could get it myself. When I began to express my fear he said, “Don't worry. I won't let you fall.” His hands and arms felt strong. His voice was firm and confident. He had been on the roof himself. He believed I would be okay. So, I forgot my fears and found my faith and dad didn't let me fall. Through the experience of trusting I discovered that my dad was trustworthy.


I have been able to live my life with an abiding faith, often tested by the things that test everybody's faith. It goes back to that lost ball on the roof, my dad’s strong and loving arms, reassuring voice, and dependable promise, “I won't let you fall.” That has made it easier for me to trust my heavenly father who promised, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” It’s not always easy. If you really believe that prejudice is an obstacle to the seed sowing, growing, harvesting process of God’s Kingdom, then you have to not only work to eliminate prejudice in others, but you also have to overcome it in yourself. If you believe God supplies the resources to get his job done, then you have to commit yourself, your resources to God and trust that God will never let you run out. If you believe God wants you to help take care of creation, then you’ll have to think twice about leaving on a light or driving a gas-guzzling automobile. Faith means believing God, trusting God, enough to do something about it in the process God has established for the growth of God’s reign on earth. We don’t have to do God’s job, only ours. “A seed here, a seed there, something will take hold and grow.”


There are signs of hope and encouragement if we will look for them through eyes of faith. It is easy to be filled with doom and gloom if we look at people and the world situation only though the eyes in our heads – or perhaps the eyes of the talking heads on our news programs. But God gives us a different set of eyes – the eyes of faith. Through these eyes, we are to discern the new creation emerging all around us and that is to be a source of joy. I am thinking of several who have come seeking spiritual direction during turning points in their lives. Some have postponed or abandoned their quest. But there is still hope because the seeds have been sown. God is silently but powerfully working in their lives.


Others have moved ahead and are now helping others. God’s results are seen more quickly in some. A couple, having failed in previous marriages and after having decided never to marry again, come to seek guidance for they have fallen in love – miraculously – with one another. One who is facing life without a mate finds consolation and courage to carry on in the support of Christian friends and God’s touch upon his life. Another who is ill is restored to health again against the odds. A youth is enabled by the power of God to overcome the peer pressure she feels at school and confront her friends about the drugs destroying the minds the school is trying to train.



A person with a missing piece in his life discovers that God’s love is exactly the right shape. The blind see, the lame walk, the ears of the deaf are unstopped. Signs of the Kingdom, imperceptible if you are looking for something only through the eyes in your head. I know. Sometimes, when we look at things as the world sees them, we feel discouraged and hopeless. We see the great successes of others and feel that our little results are insignificant and trivial. But the good news is that when we do what God is calling us to do for God and our neighbors, our labor is never in vain.


God is at work, silently, sometimes imperceptibly, in the mystery of growth, bringing about the new creation. We are to be faithful, diligent, patient, and to trust God to BE God. Never be afraid to plant seeds because God is working his purpose out and because God is, something will indeed take hold and grow in the fertile soil of human lives.


By Paula Jefferson December 8, 2025
By Tanya Eiserer November 23, 2025
We all look for something to steer for us. My mom often said, “Be careful what you wish for”. She never explained what it meant…she didn’t have to. Often, when we wish for something, there are unintended consequences. I’m an early-adapter with all things technology. When self-driving cars became a thing, it was at the top of my wish list. And then one night, my car downloaded a software update that allowed me to try fully self-driving mode for thirty days. Free. They were speaking my language. Much of the time, that software worked beautifully. But one night I was driving home from the church…through the Fort Worth mix-master. At the best of times, the mix-master is a test of faith. That night, I realized…a little too late…that my car didn’t “see” vehicles merging from my right at highway speeds. A car darted in front of me at 55mph. My car panicked. It slammed on the brakes, forcing everyone behind me to do the same. Tires were squealing and I may have said a few choice words. Then a calm robotic voice came through my speaker: “What just happened?” Without thinking, I answered, “We’re all going to need clean clothes!”—a reminder that trusting the wrong kind of power can create more chaos than good. Three thousand years ago, the Israelites faced a similar challenge. They had judges—and they had Yahweh—but they were not satisfied. The nations around them had kings and queens…and Israel longed for a visible symbol of power: a government that looked strong and invincible to their neighbors. “Give us a king,” they said, “like other nations.” [1] Samuel warned them: “…in that day you will cry out because of your king, whom you have chosen for yourselves; but the Lord will not answer you in that day” [2] Be careful what you wish for. God’s warning is clear: the king you want will take more from you than he gives. And history shows it. Saul and David and their successors ruled. But, human power systems fail…they always have…we are no strangers to that in our own time. After Solomon, the kingdom split into the northern kingdom of Israel and the southern kingdom of Judah. Leaders often sought their own gain instead of tending to the people, especially the most vulnerable. By Jeremiah’s time, Judah itself teetered on collapse. Yet God speaks through the prophet, offering hope, promise, and vision of restoration. “I will gather the remnant of my flock…I will raise up shepherds over them who will shepherd them, and they shall not fear any longer. The days are surely coming, says the Lord, when I will raise up for David a righteous Branch, and he shall reign wisely and shall execute justice and righteousness in the land.” [3] Jeremiah is speaking God’s words here—a promise of a king unlike any human ruler. Not a king who exploits or coerces, but a shepherd who tends the scattered, who watches over the vulnerable, and who leads with justice and care. Luke shows us that shepherd in the most unexpected place: on a cross. Even there, Christ gathers the lost and welcomes the outsider—the very people no one expects to matter. Colossians describes the cosmic dimension of this shepherd—the One who reigns over all creation and reconciles all things through love. This shepherd’s kingdom is not defined by force—but by mercy; not by fear—but by reconciliation; not by scarcity—but by eternal gift. And here is the Advent connection: the King we await is already among us—reigning in ways that the world does not expect—and has never expected. Christ’s reign is not deferred to the end times. It is now. For those who long for a dramatic return of Jesus…scrutinizing hidden messages and timetables…be careful what you wish for. Christ’s reign is not waiting on a cosmic clock. It is already present, entrusted to us --the mystical Body of Christ-- in this world, in this moment. And that realization is sobering. Because if Christ reigns through mercy, reconciliation, and self-giving love, then we—his Body—are called to reign in that way too. In our families, we are called to speak truth in love and care for one another. In our workplaces and communities, we are called to act justly, to lift up the vulnerable, to speak for those without voice, and to forgive the one who has wronged us. In the simple moments of everyday life—offering a kind word, feeding the hungry, welcoming the outsider—we participate in the Shepherd’s reign. Advent invites us to practice that reign, to trust that heart, to embody God’s kingdom in the everyday moments of our lives. We all look for something to steer for us. Christ the King reminds us: the safest driver is not me…or a throne…or even a Tesla. The only true driver is God. In Advent, we learn to let go, trust God, and follow, even when the road ahead is uncertain. Thanks be to God. [1] 1 Samuel 8:5 [2] 1 Samuel 8:10-18 [3] Jeremiah 23:3-5
By Paula Jefferson November 2, 2025
It has only been a few months since we last heard this particular Gospel reading. While I was driving up and down Highway 35 last week, I thought about how we might approach the text differently…especially on All Saints Sunday. This is the day we remember all the faithful people who have gone before us…ordinary and extraordinary folks who lived lives of love, mercy, courage and hope. I began with questions: Who is a saint? Who is not a saint? The second question is much easier to answer. We can all think of people throughout history who would definitely not fit any definition of sainthood. But the other question is harder. It brought to mind a character who wears a red suit, big white beard, moves around in a sleigh pulled by reindeer. Santa Claus is an icon of generosity. But is that the fullness of a saintly life? We often admire people for what shines outwardly: strength, beauty, power, fame, athleticism, traveling the globe on Christmas Eve delivering millions of gifts…because that stuff is easy to see and easy to glorify. But Luke is reminding us that true blessedness looks very different…it is found in the poor, the hungry, those who mourn. Blessed are those who are rejected or marginalized because they embody love…feeding the hungry, forgiving enemies, speaking truth to power. Paraphrasing Jesus: Blessed are you who are living in such a way that your life looks like mine. So what are the signs of a Christ-shaped--or saintly--life? To answer that, I drew from Jesus’s sermon on the Plain and a few well-known saints. 1. Humility —Jesus said, “Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.” Richard Foster devoted his life to guiding Christians into deeper spiritual formation. He described humility as the freedom to see ourselves truthfully, to rely fully on God, and to serve others without seeking recognition. [1] Humility reflects the blessedness of those who recognize their dependence on God. 2. Courage —Jesus said, “But I say to you who hear: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you.” Dietrich Bonhoeffer devoted his life to following Christ faithfully in a world that was in moral and political crisis. He said that moral courage is nurtured in the context of faithful Christian community. Courage is faithfully doing what is right, trusting God’s guidance, even when it costs us. [2] His moral courage exemplifies living faithfully in the face of evil. 3. Joy —Jesus said, “Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied…Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.” Henri Nouwen devoted his life to helping others encounter God’s love through prayer, presence, and compassionate service…especially alongside the most vulnerable among us. He said that joy does not simply happen to us. We have to choose joy and keep choosing it every day. It is a choice based in the knowledge that we belong to God and have found in God our refuge and our safety and that nothing, not even death, can take God away from us. [3] 4. Love and mercy in action — Jesus said, “Do to others as you would have them do to you.” Mother Teresa devoted her life to making Christ’s love tangible through service to the poorest, sickest, and most marginalized people in the world. For her, love was not an abstract idea—it was what you do with your hands and heart every day. She incarnated mercy in action, making tangible the call to bless and serve others. 5. Faithfulness in difficulty —Jesus said, “Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you, revile you, and defame you on account of the Son of Man.” Martin Luther King, Jr. devoted his life to pursuing justice and equality through nonviolence and love rooted in faith and moral conviction. He said, “The ultimate measure of a [person] is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at times of challenge and controversy.” [4] His nonviolent witness and moral perseverance reflect Jesus’ promise of blessing for those who are persecuted and remain steadfast in their faith. There’s something of a paradox here that drew my attention. Each of these Christ-shaped lives emerged in response to real suffering, injustice or need. If Christianity had not moved through a period of superficial evangelism in the 20 th Century, we would not know Richard Foster. Without Adolf Hitler and the evil that surrounded him, we would not know Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s name. He would be a little-known academician teaching systematic theology. Without societies that toss aside people with disabilities, Henri Nouwen would have been a Roman Catholic priest none of us knew. Without human class systems that devalue whole groups of people, Mother Teresa would not be a household name. Without systemic racism, Martin Luther King, Jr. would have been a Baptist preacher in an Atlanta Church. We would not know his name. Each of these people responded to the wounds and injustices they saw in their own time in their own backyard. They took up the cross of love and carried it just a little farther. And I wonder if that quality is the benchmark of sainthood? As I look around this congregation, I see 100 saints: people who walk into classrooms every day, prepared to teach growing minds; people who walk with friends going through difficulties like loss of memory; people who feed the hungry: with meals on wheels, Union Gospel Mission, food pantries in Fort worth, and in leper colonies far away; people who make bed rolls for the homeless; Sunday School teachers who faithfully prepare to help children, youth, and adults grow in faith. People who extend hospitality to us and to St. Matthew’s and to families who gather here to celebrate the lives of their saints. Friends, we live in a very challenging era of American life. Everywhere we look, we see signs of division, misunderstanding, and an inability to work together for the common good. It is, I think, a reflection of a deep dysfunction in our culture….an incapacity to listen well, to negotiate in good faith, and to compromise for the sake of the whole. In times like this, the calling of the Church is extraordinary. We are called to embody the values of God’s reign: faithfulness, humility, courage, joy, and love---showing the world what it means to live differently, even when society struggles to do so. We, too, must take up the cross of love in our own lives, carrying it just a little farther each day. And as we do, we join the great communion of saints who have walked before us, who have borne witness to God’s love in times of trial, and who now cheer us on as we continue the journey. [1] Richard J Foster; Celebration of Discipline: The Path to Spiritual Growth [2] Dietrich Bonhoeffer; Life Together [3] Henri Nouwen; Spirituality & Practice [4] Martin Luther King, Jr; Strength to Love 1963
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